I told her a bit about how i felt about food and the things i did. All she asked me was If i threw up or abused laxitives and because I do neither of those and am still in the healthy weight range, she spoke in a way that made me feel like there was nothing wrong with me, it kind of confirmed my fears of telling people about my eating habits, I always assumed that they’d think i was stupid or looking for attention.
Then she suggests that i go to an ED clinic, does she honestly think im going to go after shes acted like there’s no problem with me at all? Id feel like shit sitting in a room full of people with really bad ED’s and im the only one there that doesn’t have a problem.
Only ever told 3 people and each one has dismissed it, how the hell am i gonna figure out if i actually have one or not if no one takes me seriously.